It has been 3 months today since you tragically left us - and it still feels like a dream. I can't express to you how hard it is. At those moments when I want to talk to you most, I realize you are not there…I pick up the phone and dial your number (something I should have done more often)… and hear your voice on your answering machine, and at that moment I think to myself you are not here (physically at least)…. I think of all the great memories (and I cherish them so) and I can wait for when I see you again.

I miss you, WE miss you ever so dearly. It may seem silly that I sit here writing to you all the time. But I have to believe you are looking down on me and reading all these words I write. I have to keep my head up...